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Looking for me...
I lose myself in everything I say
I lose myself in everything you look at
I lose myself in every moment I breathe
I can't find myself in nothing that surrounds me
I look for me in shadows of the past
But they won't tell me where I've lost me..
Cause all is ice around me
No one would ever help
The world we're in is silent
There cruelty won't let them smile
A smile that isn't cold and fake
The image of a dear one
Stays printed in my mind
A loving face like his
In this forgotten world
Is no longer to find
In vain I look for eyes with love filled
A warm look to see, a pure soul to love.
The love that a person used to hold within it
Is lost in envy, meanness, and turned in a lie
This means nothing to you… u don't care of living
Humanity goes towards decline
We all are lost in unimportant things
We do not live, we hurry up to gather things
That in the end we lose… we dye…
And all we had we'll never have,
We'll have just us…and the ppl we've never trust
And all I do is try to find…
But I….
Can't find myself in nothing that surrounds me
I look for me in shadows of the past
But they won't tell me where I've lost me
Writting alone
To be a human being
To smile...to feel
No, a person cannot smile
And can not feel
It cannot think or breath
Or learn....
It can not have a brain
Or a heart...
It's dangerous it isn't safe
And I'm so sad...
I have a heart..i have a mind..
But i am deep in sadness..
Deep in lies and sorrow..
Bleeding hurt and questions
That no one wants to answer
I feel alone in darkness
I feel not safe not happy
My thoughts drive me crazy
They run through my mind
They run and make me crazy
I can not sleep....
I stay awake all night
And think about my life
About all that i can not do
Just cause i am a human...
What i can't change
I can not have cause it's not nice
I fill like ice staying in sun
Waiting to melt..waiting to dye..
I dreamed about you...
I'd hoped you'd save me..
Save me from myself
From my own darkness...
My own mind...
But you never came...
I'm sick of waiting for the light..
For the happiness, for the smile
I just give up...
It's hard to write..
It's hard to think and feel
When you're alone and human.
Your heart
Your heart is pink.
It melts the ice around me,
It keeps me warm at nights
Of pure darkness.
It keeps the sun hanged
On my cloudy sky,
It makes the frozen rain
To be a summer one...
Reminds me every day
That i can have a smile
And there's no need to cry.
Without it, without you,
I could not survive.
Waiting for you
I'm tired of waiting,
I'm tired of beeing second
All the time.
I'm tired of beeing forgoten,
I'm tired of beeing the last one
Invisible in your eyes
Allways last on your mind
Always last in your heart
All the love i gave you
Meant nothing,
Felt nothing to you
I m lost in shadows of love
Looking for scraps of attention
For scraps of affection.
Holding on hope that's long gone
Your love...
It's gone,
Forgotten.
My dreams are useless
My hopes are in vane
The you that loved me is long gone
Who are you?
To him what have you done?
I wish him back...
But all is in vane
Its long gone
Forgotten
By all but me...
I want him back
I want you back
So all can be the same
I'm tired of waiting...
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